that was umm.. different.

Well I did it.  I did my first "performance"  I signed on and WHAM, tons of people chatting.  Was told I a beautiful, have a sexy voice and asked if I had heels.  I said yes, I had heels and showed them, and he asked if I had sandals with heels, which I dont.  I was barely on there and was taken for a private show. 

I was nervous as hell.  The cam on his side came on and I was like OMG.  He was young and hot.  WTF?  I am 41, why is a young (late 20's, early 30's) good looking guy wanting to see ME?  So, I did a slow strip tease and asked to see his cock.  He put the camera down and OMG.  It was huge.  Well, he just wanted to see me masturbate, which is fine, I did.  It was a bit awkward because I have to keep looking to see if he was typing any requests. 

Apparently, you can have up to 6 people in your private show.  I did not realize this until later.  So, I inadvertently ignored the others that came into my room because I didnt realize they were there.  So, after the big cocked guy I had another that asked if I had ever been fisted.  I said no, but I could try!  Well, I gave it my all I tell ya.  I tried and tried.  #1.  It was just to dam tight and #2. I am NOT THAT flexible.  He was happy though, gave me a 5 star rating.  So I guess I got an A for effort! haha.  Next up, another young hot, big cocked one who just wanted to see me squirt.  He got a show, I managed to provide him with 5 or 6 live squirts in under 4 min:)

I have a special toy that hits that g-spot right where it needs to be, works like a charm.  I wasn't online long at all, I had played myself out in an extremely short amount of time.  I need to learn that when we go private, to prolong it, by teasing, flirting etc - not to just get right down to it and show them the goods right away!.  During the promotional period with this site you only charge .98 per min, and you get 35 per cent.  Needless to say, I certainly didn't make much last night.  Still learning the ropes though, so I consider this a training period.  It was fun.

I am a somewhat shy person, and am far from a seductress.  So, once in private, I am like "now what?".  So I ask them to tell me what they want me to do.  I think its going to take me awhile to learn how to prolong my private time and what to say/do.  I may not go on tonight (need to recover).  There are woman on there that are on for 10+ hours a day! How the hell do they do that?  I guess its like starting any new job, there is a learning process.  I just hope I keep the customers happy with my bumbling, awkward self until I learn.  One thing about me, the men get a REAL person when they see me, not a "performance".  There is no acting with me, what you see is what you get.