Tuesday, 17 July 2012


What a night last night!  Was on for a total of 1 hour, 15 min and made double my goal.  Thanks to one main regular.  I am a little hung over today, so I may take tonight to send off vids to the tippers and relax, but gotta get back at it tomorrow.  I made a mess!!!

I think I orgasmed about 6x and my floor was like a lake.   Man I needed that.  Will write more later, gotta head to work.

Friday, 13 July 2012


Believe it or not I am STILL SICK!!!!  Apparently it takes 4-6 weeks to run its course! ack!... I plan on returning to camming on Monday, sick or not.  I have to earn some money in a bad way.  I am scheduled for surgery on Sept. 4th and I will be off for six weeks...

Here's the story. I have endometriosis which causes lots of woman problems.  Heavy bleeding, cramping, extreme pain etc etc.  I have had three surgeries already for it, which have caused some damage.  I am going in to get a partial hysterectomy (uterus out), endo surgery, bladder lift, urethral sling and the best part???

The Gyno was explaining all the surgeries he would be doing and he said "Oh, I offer this to all woman who get a hysterectomy.  I do a vaginal tightening, and tell them they will be born again virgins"  WHAT!!!!!!  I think my jaw dropped open.  I was thinking, but I am NOT loose, but then again, TIGHTER is always better.  hmmmmmm.... So I asked what the risks were.  He said, "well, it could end up TOO tight, but I use a dilator during surgery to try and prevent that."  WTF? TO TIGHT? is that even a bad thing? haha.

The one huge downfall he let me know is, when you get a partial hysterectomy "your vagina will be shortened".. .My eyes went huge and I proclaimed "BUT I AM ALREADY TO SHORT!!!!"  So now, instead of 6 inches tops, I am going to have to go with 5-5.5 inches for insert able length.  OH MY GOD!  Just great.  Guess I may be resigned to strictly toys for the rest of my life unless they come up with some kind of "stopper" that can be put on the end of a cock to prevent it from going to deep no matter how hard the thrusting. 

I will report how Monday goes.  Praying for lots of paying members in my room and lots and lots of tokens coming my way.  HA!  funny girl huh?

Tuesday, 10 July 2012

3 am tea and musings

I am up, its 3am.  I should be sleeping.  I had taken three days holidays last week and was quite excited to get to work at the camming.  HA!  I am on day 12 or 13 (lost track), of being super sick.  Went to the hospital twice over the weekend.  Oh what a week.  Bladder infection, viral cold and then wonderful Aunt Flow decides to come for a visit.  I haven't been on my pole in ages and I am feeling bloated, crampy and just plain disgusting.

I did manage to do SOMETHING fun on my days off.  My neighbour has a boat, and he took me out for hours upon hours.  I even donned a bikini for the occasion which I haven't done since I was about 15.  I am hoping I can start anew after the next pay period.  I think this may very well be the first time I have earned 0 $$ for a pay period.  I did not even cam ONCE.

I have an appointment scheduled with my gyno for Thursday to tell him my decision on surgery.  I have decided to go ahead with my 4th endometriosis surgery and get ablation and a urethra sling in at the same time... Which means SIX WEEKS of no camming.  I have had 3 surgeries in the past for endo, which also caused damage to my urethra.  I cant cough, laugh or sneeze hard without peeing.  How sexy is that? 

Well, with being as sick as I am, I guess I could really get the "pee" pervs turned on.  Get on cam, hack my brains out and pee.  Speaking of.... I have found MANY men out there have a thing for watching a woman pee.  Whats up with that???   I have gone on skype for $25 and peed, I have made "pee" videos.  Hell, how easy is that?  Its something we all gotta do, if I can make money off of it, what the hell.

I don't waste an opportunity either.  When I was out on the boat, we stopped at an island.  I had to pee, so I hiked up a ways to find a secluded spot.  I thought to myself, "oh!  peeing outside, cant waste it!"  Used my phone to video myself so I have some material for the next person that wants to tip for a pee vid. 

Well, off to try and sleep again before another work day.

Tuesday, 3 July 2012

if its not one thing......

Its another...grrrr... So, I went back to work on Thursday.  Tried at 7, no tips in a half hour, so logged off till 8.. Went back on at 8, stuck my goal at 1200 tokens, and made it within an hour and a half!  Funny thing about it.  I felt like shit, so really did not want my face on cam.  I ended up putting the pussy up for almost 98% of the time!  Right off the bat I had great room numbers.  Funny how that works huh?

With the wonderful success I figured I would work Friday night, and twice on Saturday to make up some $$ before the payday.  Friday, at the day job, I had a tickle in my throat.  Friday night, felt like shit, went to bed early, figuring I would work my ass off on Saturday.  I spent Saturday, Sunday and Monday in bed for the most part.  Fever, cough, sneezing etc etc.  So, the finger is less painful, but I am sicker then a dog.

To top it all off, I had scheduled wed, thurs and friday as Holiday days from the day job.  So, my holidays begin tomorrow, and I am sitting here all feverish and sniffly. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrr.  Okay, thats all I can write, I have to go lay down...sigh....