3 am tea and musings

I am up, its 3am.  I should be sleeping.  I had taken three days holidays last week and was quite excited to get to work at the camming.  HA!  I am on day 12 or 13 (lost track), of being super sick.  Went to the hospital twice over the weekend.  Oh what a week.  Bladder infection, viral cold and then wonderful Aunt Flow decides to come for a visit.  I haven't been on my pole in ages and I am feeling bloated, crampy and just plain disgusting.

I did manage to do SOMETHING fun on my days off.  My neighbour has a boat, and he took me out for hours upon hours.  I even donned a bikini for the occasion which I haven't done since I was about 15.  I am hoping I can start anew after the next pay period.  I think this may very well be the first time I have earned 0 $$ for a pay period.  I did not even cam ONCE.

I have an appointment scheduled with my gyno for Thursday to tell him my decision on surgery.  I have decided to go ahead with my 4th endometriosis surgery and get ablation and a urethra sling in at the same time... Which means SIX WEEKS of no camming.  I have had 3 surgeries in the past for endo, which also caused damage to my urethra.  I cant cough, laugh or sneeze hard without peeing.  How sexy is that? 

Well, with being as sick as I am, I guess I could really get the "pee" pervs turned on.  Get on cam, hack my brains out and pee.  Speaking of.... I have found MANY men out there have a thing for watching a woman pee.  Whats up with that???   I have gone on skype for $25 and peed, I have made "pee" videos.  Hell, how easy is that?  Its something we all gotta do, if I can make money off of it, what the hell.

I don't waste an opportunity either.  When I was out on the boat, we stopped at an island.  I had to pee, so I hiked up a ways to find a secluded spot.  I thought to myself, "oh!  peeing outside, cant waste it!"  Used my phone to video myself so I have some material for the next person that wants to tip for a pee vid. 

Well, off to try and sleep again before another work day.