Saturday, 3 November 2012

An awakening

Well, I have had a huge awakening.    I went online last night, and again, had to drink first.  I really really drank too much.  I don't even remember skyping with two of my friends last night.  I woke up this morning and realized that the drinking is becoming a problem.  I have to stop.  It has gotten to the point that I feel I cannot go online WITHOUT booze, and I need to stop.  So, tonight I will attempt to go on line sober.  I am scared shitless.

On another subject.  Blocking your state or province. I USED to block my province when I first started.  I havent done so in the last 8 months or more.  One day I just decided that I am losing out on other possible tippers, and IF somebody actually came on and KNEW me, then I DOUBT they are going to say anything to anybody, because then they would have to admit they were on a cam site.  Its a risk of course.  I figure though, the minute you decide to do camming you are PUBLIC.  It doesn't matter if you block your area.  If you're sending out vids, pics etc etc, there is a chance that somebody you know may get their hands on them.   I think its really important to think about that risk when you decide to cam.

 Personally, I don't really care that much if people I know find out.  I look at it as a JOB.  I am doing what I have to do to to make some extra cash.  Sure, I could go get another part time job, but THIS one allows me to set my own hours.  If I don't feel like working for a couple weeks, I simply do not.  Its not a stable job by any means, and no guarntees I am going to make what I need, but I am okay with that.  I am happy with whatever I DO make and see it as extra $$ I wouldnt have if I wasnt doing it.  I am highly sexual, so it also allows me to utilize that in a SAFE way.  If I get on line and am having a crappy night, I simply log off.  Somebody comes in my room and is rude, I block them.  I am in charge and I like it that way.

NOW, to conquer it sober:)

4 comments:

  1. Good luck, hon. It is scary when you don't remember what happened the night before. Personally I've never been that drunk and hope I never am. Maybe I'll come visit to support you. But I can't remember the site and cam name. Oops.

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  2. THANK you Eddie. Im JustDani on mfc:) tomorrow will be my first time in a long time on there sober:)

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