Thursday, 1 November 2012

40 Min night

So, I went on last night.  I lasted all of 40 min.  In that 40 min, I pulled out all the tricks and the max # in my room was 42 and I got a total of 20 tokens.  I decided to log off and good thing I did!.  I went to watch the top girl.  She had 1500 people in her room and seemed to be having a lot of problems getting tips as well.  In the 20 min I watched, she got 50 tkns from one guy, 10 from another, then 40 from the same guy who gave her the 50.  With 1500 people in her room you would expect it to be going a lot better then that.  If the top girl isn't reeling in the tokens then I don't have a chance in hell.

I think I am more upset that I wasted my Captain Morgans. lol.  I am a "cam drinker".  I HAVE to get an alcohol buzz to be able to go on line.  It gives me courage and my inhibitions and body image problems go away.  I know that sounds terrible, but its the truth.  What I SHOULD have done is waited to start drinking until I went on line and figured out whether it would be a good or bad night.  You can USUALLY tell within the first hour how its going to go.  I generally am just NOT a drinker, but I guess you could say I have become a cam alcoholic, since I drink when I am on cam.  Thank God I do not do it 5 nights a week!  When I started camming, I did not drink.  Then one day on a hot summer day I decided to have a few while on line.  I had people TIPPING me to drink and get a buzz, and that's where it all started.  Back then, TWO coolers and I was drunk.  I am now up to at least 4-6.  I guess I am getting "seasoned".  I also drink them extremely fast, there is no sipping with me.  I do everything at 100mph.  I eat fast, I drink fast, I cum fast.

I think I may be what they call "insatiable".  Well, maybe not, I CAN be sated, but it takes me so many orgasms.  Its like my first 10 or so are "warm ups".  Mini O's.  Its like the more I have, the more intense and the better they get, so I keep going to get that HUGE body shaking amazing one.  Sometimes it takes me 20 or more to get that ONE, and sometimes less, but DAM.  I sure am worn out the next day.  Problem is, even when I get that REALLY amazing one, sometimes I gotta keep going for more, so I can have 3 or more amazing ones. lol.  Yes, I think I have a problem.  Or is this normal?

Well, I rather have an orgasm addiction then a drug addiction I guess.  At least orgasms are good for the body.  So far, I have only ever found one man that can keep up the pace.  Not that I am out there sleeping around, but I have tried a few since I became single.  Okay 5 in total and only 1 has been able to satisfy me.  I am thinking I may have to keep him for awhile.  Its really hard to find a pervert such as myself.  I am not really into the whole sleeping around thing, makes me feel slutty.  I rather have ONE that can do the job and keep that one.  At the same time, I DON'T WANT a relationship.  I do not want to live with anybody right now, I like my life by myself.   I realise this has nothing to do with camming, but sometimes my mind wanders and I just need to write about whatever:)

4 comments:

  1. whats your mfc name so i can watch and tip you?

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    1. ack, I am not sure I want to reveal my name:) but what the hell.... its JustDani:)

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