well.... an interesting night

Yes I had my last hurrah.  lol.  My best friend and I were talking and she said to come over to her place and we would finish what she had and that would be it for the BOTH of us.  So, I went over there, got there, and really didn't even FEEL like drinking.  Of course, I did, and then we went online together.  We were our usual goofy comical selves.  Neither one of us is really bisexual and certainly not with EACH OTHER.  It was VERY close last night though.

  We were caught up with the drinking and the egging on of the guys on mfc.  We certainly have a great time when we go on together and have been told almost every time that we are the most funniest room on there.  Couple of 40 something year olds acting like teenagers. lol.  We had a great time, not sure how long we were on for, I do not think to long.  Made about 750 tokens just flashing our tits and pussies, and yes, FEET.  hehe.  We had a guy that was dropping tokens for us to spread em, and to make sure our feet were in view.  I think that when her and I are together, we are so dam funny.  There really isn't anything sexy about us.  We are a couple of goofs laughing.  We are entertaining, certainly not sexual.  haha.

Tomorrow night will be my first night on SOBER for probably the last year.  When sober, I have very little patience and want results NOW.  If I only have 10 people in my room with no tips I get impatient and usually log off within 20 min.  MUST push past that.  I also am a lot quieter and more conservative.  I really AM quite conservative until I drink.  Then the wild side comes out.  Tomorrow will be a good test.  I think if I can pull it off then I will have it beat.  Its just been so long and I am nervous.  I worry about what if I make goal and my orgasms are unexciting?  when drinking, I am a total screamer, dirty talker etc.  When sober I am MUCH more subdued.  I worry it could be "boring" for the people watching.  I guess I will find out tomorrow night:)