NO MORE WINE

Well, I really have to lay off the wine.  I just wanted to add:  I LOVE MY REG'S.  I wish I could just sit and yack with them sometimes and didnt have to worry about ALSO earning $$ while I am at it.  I think I have to much fun interacting with my regulars and forget that I am there to be sexy. lol.  Tonight I plan to be on for at LEAST 3+ hours whether I have 2 premiums or 200.  I really gotta bust my ass. 

Was talking to somebody who suggested that with me only being able to do 2 hours a night within a certain time slot, that its kinda hard to get "known".  I have to try and vary it up, do longer hours and go on during the day (I have Friday off, so will try then).  More to write but gotta go work, as I am at my day job

fuck

Okay, I want to start off by saying, I am drunk and this will be a rant/whine.  I am doing TERRIBLE.  I cant get the members in my dam room.  I dont know what else to do.  I *think* that i am fun and have personality,  and I am funny.. WHEN its time, I can be sexy, but I guess I am not sexy enough.  sigh.  I am doing absolutely terrible.  I went on Saturday and made MAYBE $20.  then, on tonight and made MAYBE $25.  I got a couple offline tips, bringing my total so far to a whopping 75.75 with only this week left till payday.  I am getting very discouraged.  I think maybe its time to move onto another site and see how I can do.  I do have a raffle draw I have to do tomorrow night, but I think after that I will sign up for a new site and see how I can do.  I need a back up for sure, if MFC isnt cutting it, I need a fall back site.  Very depressing night for sure:(

attn: meghan

My earnings of $764 for the two week pay period I would say is for around 2 hours per night. Totalling 20 hours so works out to approx. $37 per hour.  Now, keep in mind, that the hours vary, and you could do 2 hours and make $100, then next night, do two hours and be lucky to earn $10.  So, the above hourly earnings is just averaged out.  It gets very discouraging sometimes when your on there for a couple hours and nobody wants to tip or you cant seem to attract members into your room.

Seems to be the big thing.  HOW do you get members to come to your room.  When I figure that out, I will certainly post about it.  It is now "that time of the month" so I have a week of no income.  I know there are ways around it, (cups for e.g.), but I actually like the week off to just get caught up and have me time.  Also, totally not cam related but:  I got bucked off my young colt this weekend so am in NO shape to work even if I could.  Sometimes I think, dam those girls that make the big money are lucky.  They get to do that and nothing else and live in comfort.  On the other hand, I like my day job, and I just wish there were more hours in a day and I had more energy.

Drunken Country

Oh boy, think I may becoming a summer alcoholic.  Before I go into that.  Tuesday was absolutely horrible.  I was on for a little over an hour, made $15, decided to log off.  Wednesday, wasnt getting much better until I was taken private! whoohoooo.  It was awesome.  Today is cut off day for pay period and I have $715.00 so far, and still have tonight to go.  I am happy with that, its better then nothing thats for sure.  Now, onto public drunkeness.

I've taken up drinking on cam.  There is a variety of reasons for it.  #1. Its summer, and I usually drink a bit in summer.  #2 I have found two alcoholic beverages that I absolutely LOVE.  #3.  I am much more relaxed on cam when drinking and HOLY FUCK do I ever have amazing orgasms drunk + hitachi = screaming, spasming Country.  Needless to say, I have been drinking just about every night.  Not sure if I talked about the night I downed two bottles of wine or not, but OMG, I had the bed spins, nausea etc, so I have learned to at least NOT drink two bottles in an hour and 40 min.

I have two regs that usually come on Friday and tip me to drink.  They LOVE getting me drunk those bastards. lol.  (I say bastards in an affectionate way of course!)  All my wonderful weight loss is quickly disappearing with the alcohol consumption. sigh.  I think my pride has too, as I get quite silly when drinking.  I feel I am becoming a seasoned drinker now though! I started out where I would be drunk on two vodka coolers and now i am up to an ENTIRE four pack!  WHOOHooooo!  Arn't I special?  Okay, so thats not so impressive, I am a light weight, what can I say?  Although, I DO drink extremely fast, so I feel justified that I am drunk on 4 coolers or one bottle of wine.  Drank my bottle of whine in a half hour last night, then proceeded to have a cider - I stopped halfway through the cider though as i really didnt want to suffer bed spins again.  I am to old for that shit.

OH! I want to just send a shout out to Lil redhead!  We gotta drink together. lol.  We could have our own comedy show:)

I watched my fav Agent_99 last night for a bit before going on.  GOD its hard to pull myself away from her.  She is so goddam funny.  I just about pee myself she makes me laugh so hard.  About her show.  HOLY SHIT can she ever give an amazing blow job show.  Now, I am not a man, so dont know how to judge it,  but FUCK her blowjobs are super hot to me.  Then, my other fav that deserves a mention, Jalyn.  Her energy is just so dam FRIENDLY and welcome.  The only way I can think to describe her is CUTE!    I know what I will be doing on my time off when Aunti flow comes to town.  Hanging with 99.

Well, its Friday night, I plan on picking up a bottle of wine and partying with my reg's tonight.  Should be fun, whether I make anything or not.

wooohooo!

My night started out TERRIBLE last night.  I went on, and couldnt seem to get more then 5 premiums in my room. I did get to meet a model on there though! HI KITTY.... I stayed on around a half hour then logged off.  Went back on at almost 8pm and made my goal within an hour and 40 min!  So, I made $82 in  approx. 2 hours 10 min.  Works out to $40 an hour.  Sure, not much by most of the model standards, but I am super happy.  It was mostly ONE tipper that seemed to have funded about 75% of it.  I was just so happy to get to use my hitachi again.  God I love that thing. 

I have decided I am just going to have to wait and go on later in the evening as it seems that 6:30 pacific is just to early and I do not get members in my room until much later.   Keeping fingers crossed that the next four days stay good.

The website

For anyone wanting the hitachi who lives in Canada.  The store to get it is: http://www.pinkcherry.ca/  and for you Innes, the direct link to the hitachi http://www.pinkcherry.ca/Hitachi-Magic-Wand/productinfo/8810.45/....  I want to put a little shout out for a model as well.  If you go on mfc, look up Kittyroyale after 11:30 eastern time and tip her please!

I have one full week of earning left till the next payday on mfc and I am at $490!  I hope I hope I hope I hope it goes well this week. The hitachi debut was a huge success.  I hope i can keep it up.  Of course, its mostly the same tippers - but there were a few new ones.  Will report back tomorrow!

OMG

I have died and gone to heaven.  My hitachi came in the mail yesterday.  OH MY GOD.   I have NEVER experienced anything so amazing.  Its a gift from God I tell ya!  Okay, so last night I went on MFC and put in my topic that it would be my first time hitachi use when we reached the goal.  Tips were trickling in, and one of my regs (who has never tipped but provides huge entertainment) said he got paid and would spend all his money on me in private or group.  I told him lets go group!

So him and my other reg took me group with a few that I didnt know.  OMFG.  That hitachi is amazing.  I literally was screaming.  I am NOT a screamer.  I screamed so much my throat hurt.  I looked like I was having a seizure after every orgasm.  The muscles in my legs were contracting.  I am so glad I got to experience the first 6 hitachi orgasms with two of my fav regulars.  I ended up making $129 last night.  Half of that from group, the rest in public.  I did a public show as well after group.  I was cracking jokes after my last one because my throat hurt so bad, legs trembling and heart pounding that I said I was going to die and end up on that show 1000 ways to die;  #456 Death by hitachi.

I found a website in Canada and got the hitachi for $45!  BEST investment EVER..  To steal a line from the book The Lord of The Rings, the hitachi is now known as "My precious".  Hope the motor will last with the use its going to get.

Terrible

Another terrible terrible night.  I dont feel TO bad as it seemed even the top models logged off early due to no tipping.  I am thinking of trying to start a forum where models and customers can yack and exchange ideas.  Oh I know, theres quite a few of them out there, (I frequent the Amber Cutie forums myself).  I seriously doubt a forum I start will take off, but I figure I will give it a try.  I read forums all day at work.. (shhhhhh)  Going to give it some thought.  I guess it cant hurt to start one.  If it doesnt get any action, then no biggie.  Will post more later!

grrrrr

bad night.  Started great, I made about $50-60, but thats short of my $75 I wanted.  I ended up signing off with only 490 tokens left till I did a show.  Not many of my regs, but got some new ones.  Had a repeat from the night before and a couple new tippers.  So I made sure to send the new tippers a couple of vids. 

I have taken up drinking.  I am NOT a drinker, but have been drinking almost everytime I go on.  I get pretty dam tipsy after two!.. My maximum is 4 and I am slurring and being totally goofy.  I dont understand it, but members LOVE it when I drink.  I have one particular one that tips me TO drink.   I had a private last night that made up half my earnings.  I ruined my keyboard AGAIN!  dam it.  He wanted me to put the cam REALLY REALLY close.   So, I was on my floor in living room, but laptop about 3 feet away from me and to the left, put the cam right close up on the floor.  Had about 4 squirting O's, and what do you know? straight to the left, 3 feet right on keyboard. FUCK.  Soaked cam, but cam survived.

I dont think I have wrote about this yet, but this is interesting, but not surprising.  When I have been on for a bit, and do not have many members in the room, I tell them "watch the room numbers go up in 3 min.".  I grab the cam, stick it right between my legs, play a bit.  WHAM, 30, 35, 40, 45, 50, and up and up it goes.  haha.  Its like the men have a homing device for pussy shots.  To funny. 

I am getting way more aggressive with the telling them to start tipping.  I got a lot last night, by doing the above, and then saying "okay, 10 second countdown and if no tips, camera comes back up to my face and you get entertained with my wit!".  I start the countdown, 10, 9, 8... and get to 2 and wham, tips. lol.  It seems that if you get aggressive and threaten, they buck up.  Not sure, but seems to work.  Still a learning curve.

Not so bad

My night started slow slow slow.  Got halfway to my goal and decided wtf, I may as well start and see what happens.  I PUSHED for tips this time, and manged to get 500 more tokens after the show started which brought me to my goal!  seems you gotta get aggressive for the tips and wham, it works.

Had a bunch of new tippers and got to have TEN, yup TEN orgasms.. I was going for the GOOD one that usually is number 5 & 6 that are the GOOD amazing, toe curling, leg shaking ones.  This time it was number 9 and 10.  I was getting so frustrated trying to get those good ones.  After each one, I said, COME on! rate that orgasm by tipping and lets go for another!. lol.  I was surprised, considering its the fourth of July in the states.  I did not have high expectations so was pleased that I met my goal and exceeded it by $1.86.  My goal is low, its $75 a night.  I TRY to get that in two hours.  Went over the two hours but, that's okay.  Kills me when I see the real popular models getting $500 in 2 hours and I gotta struggle for my measly 75.  You know what though, its a start.  Its been about 6 weeks that I've been at it.  There are great days, and shitty days.  If you think you can get into this and get popular instantly, it AINT gonna happen.  You have to put your time in, work hard, YES its work, its FUN work, but still work.  You have to socialize and have people skills, be able to diffuse the rude ones, and just generally be personable.  I am sticking with that - HONEST, ME, real, down to earth.  Not a porn star.  I am not going to fake the ooo bb oooobb fuck my pussy.  Its not me.  If I even attempted that I would probably burst out laughing so hard I would pee my panties.

I am convinced that there are men out there that want that.  They like real.  SURE, there are more that prefer the "porn star" type cam girl, but there IS a market for everyone.  Whether your overweight, soft, hard bodied, tall, skinny, short, pierced, tattooed, basically, ALL types will get a following of some sort.  Speaking of which, I seem to be putting weight on again, so I need to find time to fit in excersize between the day job and the night job and everything else.

For anyone reading this:  Please note:  I NEVER endorse dissing other models.  When I speak of "fakes" I still say POWER TO EM!  its working for them.  Its not that I am saying "fucking fakers" I am saying "dam, they can fake and make all that dam money.  Sheet, wish I could, but cant".  Whatever works for an individual is great.  I just know what I personally feel about how I want to be, and know what I like to see.  Its just an opinion but I do not begrudge anyone for their methods.  I am just writing about my experiences and thoughts is all.  Not meant to "diss" anyone.  So hopefully nobody takes it that way.  Well, its almost midnight here, so I better head to bed.. My best laid plans of heading to bed over an hour ago just didnt work.  Dam it.

oh dear

I went on twice yesterday due to it being a holiday.  Oh shit.  I drank TWO bottles of wine in about an hour and half.  I am sooooo fucking hung over today.  What the hell was I thinking?  I think i will head over today and see if 99 is on while i sit here with my splitting headache.  OH!  if anyone if interested in seeing her here is her profile:
Agent_99, hang out and tip her! 

Last night is somewhat of a blur.  I do not even know how many times I got to cum, or how much I made.  Guess I should go check that out.

my goodness

Well, time for an update.  Its has been up and down on mfc.  When aunti flow came for her visit I spent the week watching the top models to figure out what they are doing.  No rhyme or reason.  I am just convinced that it is all about TIME and building a fan base.  I have an absolute FAV model on mfc though.  She is much loved or much hated.  Agent_99.  Mature model who tells it like it is.  LOVE her.  I watched her every moment i could as well as tipped her all my tokens.  She deserved them.  She is upfront.  For example:  she tells people to either tip, or bans them.  She states she is there to make money.  Her haters say shes a bitch.  I dont find her to be a bitch in the least.  She is honest, funny, entertaining and VERY appreciative of ANY tips. I could spend all my time hanging out in her room I enjoy her so much.    If you get a chance, go visit her - if you tell her you dont have any tokens to tip but would like to you are still welcome.  I feel the same way.  If somebody comes into my room and tells me they cant afford to tip, I appreciate them telling me that, and all I expect is for them to at least join in on the conversation.

My next fav model is Jaylyn.  She is just FUN to watch during her show.  She is real, those orgasms are REAL and not fake.  She loves it, which makes it fun to watch.  She is also appreciative of all tips, whether its 5 tokens or 1000 tokens.  I've watched quite a few and wont name any names but HOLY FUCK are they fake.  oooo bb, oooo, fuck my pussy, ooooo.  Now, I am not knocking them, they get their tokens so all the power to them - I just cant believe that the members that tip them and get off on it thinking its real.    I guess because I am a woman I just appreciate the REAL woman, not porn type actress' shows.  For a man, they just are happy to see pussy and dont care whether its a real orgasm or not.  The ultimate fakes are the ones that put something white and creamy inside them and "squirt".  ummmmm. do your research, a squirting orgasm comes from the urethra NOT the pussy and its not white.  One model I saw even had her topic as "Milk Cum show".  Hey, at least she was honest!  Certainly was milk coming out of there. lol.

So I have some new regulars.  God they are fun.  I absolutely love the ones that come in (and come back) and join in the conversation, joke and laugh.  Nothing worse then the ones that come in and say "show ass bb".   I made a custom video for one.  I thought about it for WEEKS on the "script" as he wanted me to be his teacher.  It turned out awesome if I do say so myself!  I've been on mfc for 3 pay periods now and I still love it.  The regulars are the ones that keep me coming back.  I still need to work on not giving away so much for free.  For e.g.  I will say ONE orgasm when we get halfway to my goal.  Then we get there, I go for the one and cant stop!    My shows consist of a min of 5 orgasms.  I see most other models do ONE, then start a countdown again.  Problem is, I cant stop at one!  i just keep going.

Raffle draw

This last month I ran a raffle on MFC.  Every twenty tokens got an entry for a skype show.  I am doing my draw in an hour and 15 min.  Kind of exciting.  Been coming up with ideas for the next one.  I am either going to buy a "clone a pussy" and clone mine and raffle it off, OR, buy a "clone a willy" and whoever wins, I will send it to them, they make it, then mail it back to me to use in a show.  The only thing with the second idea is that its a bit complicated with the whole mailing back and forth thing.  K, will write more later.

overdue update

Well, I dont know where to start with the update.  I guess I will start with I have met some GREAT people through MFC.  Thats the thing with camming.  You end up making friends with your regulars and are so glad to see them when they come into your room.  Problem is, to balance it out so you still acknowledge the new ones and do not exclusively chat with the ones you "know" or the new ones wont feel welcome.  Also its hard (at least for me) to keep in mind that your there to earn money, not socialize, as much as I like it.  I am a talker, and love to "make friends" and socialize, and the fact of the matter is, when your on cam, its supposed to be about selling yourself, and sex.

I have discovered that the word BB (baby) makes me cringe.  Common lines that you hear over and over always have BB in it.  "hru you bb?", Feet bb!, oh bb your so sexy.   Its not the term baby that bugs me, its the short form, the bb.  I dont know why, but it does.  At first, when you start as a model, its endearing, but after awhile its just plain annoying.  Of course I am not going to give somebody shit for it, but it is very annoying 

One thing have discovered about myself is I am somewhat of an exhibitionist.  haha.  Who knew.  I also find I am so much more comfortable with my body.  I 've gone from a woman that did everything possible to cover up in baggy clothes to wearing tight revealing things and loving it.  I've learned that my breasts are beautiful, even if they are not perky and upright.  I've learned about what turns me on, what feels good etc.  I dont think I will ever get "rich" camming as I am to social as I said above.  The money I do earn though is wonderful.  I can pay my bills every month now rather then live paycheck to paycheck and miss a few bills every paycheck.  The goal of course is to get ahead, and pay off debts and i am slowly working towards that. 

I have been on MFC for a month now.  maybe a bit over.  I  have had two paychecks at $500 each.  First one was for a week, and the second one was for a week (due to aunti flow making an appearance).  My next payday is next thursday, I am hoping to at least hit 700 for that one.  We shall see.  Mfc is sooo weird.  The most people i have had in my room was 400 but I average about 100 when I am doing my "show".  I have no clue on how to get those numbers up.  Also, its the same people over and over that do the tipping.  Even in the rooms with thousands, its just a few that tip.  So bascially, there will be 2-5 people tipping  in the whole room.  Gets me mad, because I feel all the freeloaders should at least contribute something so its not the 2-5 tippers funding the whole show.  Its just not fair to them.

I also feel guilty when its just a few tipping.  My thoughts are, everyone works hard for their money, and I end up feeling like I am "stealing" from them when they keep tipping all on their own.   I realize its THEIR money and they can do what they want with it, but I just cant get over the guilt.  What i have done to assuage my own guilt is that anyone who tips lots gets free videos and pictures.  That way, at least they are getting something more then just a live show.

I wonder if I will become "jaded" and this will become all about making the money.  I've watched a few models, and its obvious it is, they say things like "start tipping NOW or I am leaving" - stuff like that.  Guess what? the men buck up and start tipping.  I just cant bring myself to be mean or to beg.  I wonder if I will down the road?  I got myself a premium account so i can watch other models and tip.

its been great!

I haven't been able to update for awhile. Been so busy.  It is finally picking up on MFC.  Got quiet a few regulars, as well as getting new ones every time.  I am building a good fan base.  I chose not to go on tonight (friday) because i have a HUGE disgusting ingrown hair right on the lip.  Its terrible!  I have never had one so big and painful.  I soaked, I squeezed, I used a pin - nothing! 


I really wanted to work every night this week, but its just not an option with that huge ugly growth.  Dam. I have lots to do this weekend though, so I doubt I will be able to go on mfc until Monday night.  I have LOTS to update but again, short on time!  gotta run and get ready for an event tomorrow

update

I have had to take a week off due to auntie flow.  Last night was my first night back.  It was TERRIBLE.  I just couldnt get the members in my room, and the ones that were, barely tipped.  I sure as hell hope it picks up.  I gotta run though, no time to do a big update. will try later.

outside

I did an outside show this weekend when there was some sun.  WOW, that was exciting.  LOVE being outside when its warm out.  I also have been watching other models to see what is popular, what isnt etc.  There really is NO rhyme or reason.  One model sitting there in a top with a topic of "cum show at 2000tkns" got tokens like crazy.  Her "show" was so fake.  She "pretended" to squirt and "cream" and yet did not actually show that, just the after wetness.  The men went crazy.  She then put up her topic as another 1000tkns for another cum.  Her tokens kept coming and coming.  I was like "HOLY SHIT, can these guys not tell a fake or do they just not care?"

Another model was naked, dancing around with HUNDREDS of people in her room and the tokens barely trickled in.  Its just so random.  I went on yesterday while at a friends place.  My topic was "at a friends watching hockey game, convince me to flash you".. I did pretty well!  WTF?  Sure, not great, but was only on for a bit, flashed some tits, made about $32.  For tits!  Oh, I was drinking (which I never do) and I think that may have been the appeal as well.  I just do not know.  I don't get it.  WHAT is it that they want to see?  I am a genuine goofy girl that laughs a lot and cums for REAL.  No faking - but the guys go crazy over fake stuff.  I even have had guys ask "do you squirt cream?"  I am like WTF??? GOOGLE squirting orgasm and educate yourself.  Its a CLEAR liquid.  I have not found a single reference to creamy squirting o's and if I was to squirt cream I would think I have an infection!  Tons of men are just so not educated on the whole thing.  I have a link on my profile on MFC to a squirting orgasm explanation.  Its NOT pee, Its NOT creamy, its clear and you must stimulate the "g-spot" or Skeenes gland in order to get it.  sigh.

I guess I am a bit angry that I see all these models faking orgasms and getting TONS and TONS of tokens, while mine are so real and its taking me so long to build up that fan base.  Angry/jealous that I cant fake it.  If I could only fake it then maybe it would make a difference. lol.  I cant act worth shit.  It would be sooooo obvious.  "ooo baby, baby, I want your hard cock... giggle giggle... oooo ya".  It would go something like that.  Ahh well.  The ones that HAVE seen me and are coming back know what I have to offer and like it.  I love the reg's.  Even if they aren't tippers, I still love to talk to them.  You develop somewhat of an online friendship with them and it makes your day to see them come into your room to chat.

Its THAT time of the month again, so I wont be able to go on for awhile... sigh.

dam

I have NOT met my goal of $500 this week.  I am at $300.  That really sucks.  I had huge plans to get $500 a week.  I know I shouldn't complain, when I was on livejasmin I was all excited about my 100 a week.  My goals are now bigger  though.  I definitely am beginning to want more more more.  I have a few regulars that are there every time I am on, and they are a blast to chat with.  I am thinking of losing the "humor" aspect of my room and trying to concentrate more on the sex to see if it works better.  One thing I have noticed.  THEY LOVE IT when your outside.  Weather has not permitted me to be outside a lot, but I have managed to be out for an hour two times and the tips came in a lot faster for just SITTING out there exposing myself.

My regulars are so much fun.  It will be hard for me to "change" to a sex only type of gal when its not really me.  My room is about humor, laughter, joking and story telling and just being ME.  I am NOT an actress, but I think I may have to change it up a bit to get more popular.  After all, they are there to see pussy and tits, not to be entertained with my wit.  Although, we have some GOOD laughs and good conversation, and tons of fun, that's not going to get me any earnings.

Its friday!

So far this week, I have not met my goal at all of $100 a day.  $80 Monday, $37 on Tuesday, $100 Wednesday and I didn't work last night.   Wouldn't be so bad if I had made more on Tuesday.  MFC is for sure "inconsistent".  I hope to be on tonight until I meet my goal, then do a bunch on Monday during the day since its a holiday.  Ahhhh. gotta head to the day job now, no time to write:(

Just want to add:  my $100 day was TWENTY THREE O'S!!!!!  Not even sore the next day...hehe

Quickie!

So, I've been on MFC for a total of 6 hours in a week.  I got paid today $545.55!!!  So I averaged it out, and it worked out to $84 per hour.  I had great days where I met my goal, and not so great days, where a couple hours did not earn me much, but when you average out the 6 hours, its still 84 dollars an hour.  Thats amazing.  I used my day job paycheque to pay a bunch of bills, and will be using the earnings from MFC this period to just live off till the next payday.  Now, if I could manage to average that every week, I will be able to get my debts paid off fairly quickly.  My goal is to be debt free within a year.  Credit card debts.  Hate them.  Well, gotta head in to the day job now.  Will try and update on the adventures soon.

SO sore

Another $100!  I am dying today though.  I had TWENTY, yes, TWENTY orgasms.  HOLY SHIT.  I am super sore today, the cervix hurts, tummy muscles hurt, and I can barely keep my eyes open at work.  I could totally handle making $100 every night for a few hours of playing with myself.  I have decided to take tonight off and try and get as much caught up on as possible so I can go on MFC this weekend. 

I wasnt able to do an outdoor show as it was raining and windy, but the weather forecast is looking good for the weekend, so I may get to do my outdoor show after all.  I was also in the top 10 last night! whoohooo.  Had over 200 people in my room so I am starting to get a fan base.  I sent EVERY tipper a link to two videos as well as the password to my locked photo galleries.  Good PR I figure.  Gotta build that fanbase so they come to see me over and over. 

I gotta say, what an amazing group of guys that come on there.  I know I said that already, but really, it is so much fun when you have guys with a sense of humour and kindness.  I couldnt get the candle out, I have no control over aim. lol.

continued....

Last night I was on for under 2 hours and made $109.  So, about $55 an hour.  Most of that came from two private shows.  One was a repeat, one was a new one.  I am sending everyone who takes me private, or tips me over 20tkns two video links.  I am starting to get regulars now.  Okay, so to continue my last post.  I went on and decided to hula hoop and do the ab roller with my ass facing the cam on friday.  Did a countdown to topless hula hooping and got them all hyped about how the boobs will bounce.  FAIL.  No bouncing boobs!  I just hadnt thought out the mechanics of hula hooping, your moving your hips, so the boobs just dont bounce. lol.  I made a few jokes about that and apologized.

Last night, I have this regular who wants a pair of panties.  So, when I got back from my private, and was all soaked, I proceeded to stuff the panties in.  That was REALLY hard. They all clapped when I got it done. lol.  My birthday is tomorrow, so I am planning on doing an outside show with birthday hats (weather permitting), and getting a cupcake.  Going to try and "squirt" out the candle.  Should be fun.

its starting!

Went on mfc two more times since posting.  Much better.  1070 tokens, then 1180.  That is not a lot compared to the top models on there, but its a start, and I am slowly getting a few regulars.  It is certainly better money already then livejasmin.  I lowered my goal to 1000 tkns for a public show.  I am going to up it to 1500 tonight.  I came up with something for a tease that I have not seen done and they LOVE IT.  I have some "balls".  They are bigger then ben wah balls and on a string.  I zoom in, insert one slowly, then the other then slowly pull them out by the string, or push them out with the muscles:)  I dont think they get tired of watching that, I can do it over and over and over and they still want to see more.   I have more to write, but have to get going to my day job.  sigh.

its starting

I went on MFC again last night.  God its fun.  I love it.  Hmmmm. who knew I had such an exhibitionist side to me.  I sure didnt.  I did a bit better last night totalling 700 or so tokens in about the hour I was on, but over half of that was from a private.  I do NOT expect to get rich doing this.  I just want to get debts paid, and have a little extra spending money.  I enjoy it, its fun, and as long as I am having fun I will keep doing it.  Seriously though, how awesome is it, to get $$ for having orgasms..  Not only that, 99% of the guys on there are sweet, and kind and go out of their way to make you feel special.  I find though, that it IS time consuming.  I am so short on time for doing things around the farm.  Usually at this time of year I ride my horses everyday after work, but instead, I am running home, doing a quick feed for the horses, and getting set up to get online.  Housework falling behind, horses not getting ridden, dogs neglected.. sigh.  I almost wish I could quit my day job and just spend 8-10 hours a day doing camming, but the reality is, that its just not a stable enough income for me to do that.

The reason I started this blog in the first place is for woman that want to get into camming and want to know what to expect.  There is not a lot of info out there, so I figured I would document EVERYTHING.  I want to let you girls know something VERY important.  I thought I would be embarrassed about camming, and that I would feel like a prostitute, and somewhat ashamed.  The complete opposite is what has happened.  HUGE self esteem boost.  I feel good about myself, I feel attractive, and its really an empowering experience.  Its fun, its safe, and you get to meet some really really nice people.  So what are you waiting for!  Give it a go.  Sure, first few times you will be super nervous when you first sign on, but the guys quickly make you feel at ease.  You will feel beautiful, sexy and you will learn things about yourself you did not know.

MFC experience

well. I have gone on MFC twice now.  I have watched it for over a week and was so hyped up about how well the girls do on there.  My debut, well, it was super fun, but not much for money:( $35.80. I went on the forum and told about it, and the response from other models is that it takes awhile to build up a fan base and start making money, its not instantaneous.  So, yea, no quick money there, but I see their point.  I can see how you need to build up a room of regulars, that like to come to see just you.  I gave lots away for free last night.  hehe. 

From watching the top girls on mfc, this is what I see:  They do a countdown for "public" shows.  Meaning in the chat section.  So, for e.g.  They will set a goal of 5000 tokens for masturbation show.  The rules state you are NOT allowed to do public masturbation, only in private or group.  Yet 95% of the top girls are doing it.  Some of the top girls are really your average kinda girl, not super model beauties, and you know what? They are doing amazing.  I watched one girl get 15000 tokens in 10 min.  She wasn't doing anything other then dancing around naked.  I have also read on the forum, that MFC is not consistent.  For e.g.  You could make like $700 one night, and then $20 the next.  There is no "pattern".  With Livejasmin, I have found my peak times to be between 6pm and 8pm, anything after that, its just people wanting freebies.

Okay, so on to my short MFC experience so far.  First night, was only on for a very short time as an "introduction"  Had about 50 people in my room.  REALLY nice guys on MFC.  I had ONE asshole.  He was just a basic member.  He made a nasty comment about my boobs and the other members all started giving him shit.  I banned him:)  They all clapped for me. lol.  Now, the "big" debut was last night.  The most people I had in my room was 152 I think.  TONS compared to Livejasmin BUT, the TOP models have 2000 in their rooms!  I ended up with a mere five hundred and some odd tokens for my time there. (works out to like $35.80).

I teased, and laughed and joked.  I got myself worked up and decided "oh, what the hell, may as well do a free show"... So told them I was giving them a one time only free show.  I zoomed in and went at er.  OH my. I went on and on and on, was way to much fun knowing there were over 100 guys jerking off to me:)  I even brought out the butt plug.  That was comical.  I kept commenting on how I am inexperienced with it, and was scared it would fly out of my ass and hit the computer monitor.  Had them laughing.  I do know I have the "personality" to keep them entertained.  I am not a sexy "porn star" type, but I keep getting the comments that I am "real" and "honest" and "the girl next door".   They loved it.  ONE basic member accused me of being a "fake squirter, she is peeing".  OMG, I pm'ed him and said ITS NOT PEE, I wouldn't lick my fingers with pee on them, it would make me puke!"  He stayed for the whole show though.  I did not ban him, I am curious to see if he comes back tonight.

One thing I want to mention about MFC.... Its OVERWHELMING as hell.  Tons of PM's come in.  I set my pm's to an autoreply that says "im not being rude by not answering you, but its to overwhelming for me to answer pm's and chat in public".. I just don't have the technique down on how to answer all the pm's AND keep public chat entertained.  Well, that's it, all updated!